Tuesday, April 28, 2009

tidur.


hmm tatawla nak post apa ni. hmm kita citer pasal orang tdolah ea? hhuhu aku suka tengok orang tidur. best, macam-macam gaya ade. kekekek best oo tgk orang tdo^^

malam tadi ternampak along tidur. hmm. dia suka tidur tutup muka ngan bantal. cam nak bagi isyarat tamao orang lain kaco dia tido. tp napa dia xpernah lemas ehk? ahahaha bunyik cm ada tak puas hati jek ngan along ni hehehehe. takdelah gurau je. along best oo. selebet smarttt orangnya. huhuhu :)

kaytee plak suka tido freestyle. XD kalu tdo sblah dia abisla kena peluk suma-suma tu dgn dia :D then dia suka letak tangan atas dahi. tgn dia yg lg sblah pluk bantal segi empat oren ksygn (bukan best pon plok mande alah tu. da try da, plok bolster lg best huhuhu^^ tp yelahkan, stap orangkan lain2 kgmarannya ;D) drpd 'kakaksayang' dia. huu. tapi malangnya orang tu bukan aku. -_-" dey tambi, macamla byk sangat masalah. orang yg tdo sblah kamu lagi merana taw x? huhuhu

iqah... rasanya da besaa nnti nak jadi emperor kot? ahahahah sebab dia suka tdo conquer katil. dasat weii. poyo-poyo je sblom tdo: 'ngah, malam ni tdolah ngan iqah ea? sian tgk ko asyik tdo kat sofa ruang tamu je. rasa serba-salah plak.' tp bila msuk bilik, tengok-tengok katil dah penuh dengan dia je weii. dalah slalu nampak dia terlangkup cam kekura LMAO XDD tangan n kaki dia menguasai setiap ceruk penjuru katil (walaupn budak tu pendek je, tp you know what i mean^^ huhuhu). ada style oo ;D dasat.

note: tdo kat ruang tamu mmg my fav woo. best. sejuk. my room berbahanglah wei. lgpn biasa on9 kat ruang tamu. then bla da pagi; malas nak blk blik yg kat hujung dunia tu, apa lagi, ruang tamu y mg selesa tulah jd mangsaku^^ kdg2 korang boley nampak aku atas sofa, lps tu tgk balik da hlang; rupa2nya da ada atas bawah coffee table; then lpas tu ada bawah kerusi (reminder, kerusi, bukan sofa ya, huhuhu) pulak. ekekeke.

me? i'm sleeping beautylah, mana main tdo ganas-ganas ni. ahahah tpu je tpu je tu oh. saya pn tak sempurna. tdo dasat. tp kalu nak taw kena tanya orang lainlah. huhuhu saya tak tau macam mana saya tdur. huhuuhu.

waa.
post ni... da panjang melebihi jangkaan. seriouslah i can be a writer XD. tp citer ngarut2 merepek2 je bolehlah. ahaks!

ps: webcam laptop ni da xsuka sama saya. kalu tkan, dia kuar tak sampai 5 saat pun. (T^T) kecik hati saya dibuatnya. apakah salah yang telah saya lakukan? huuuu....
pps: siapa yang suka addicted pada lagu Yang Pernah by Estranged? raise your hands up! *angkat tgn dengan excitednya* ....it's just me? *sigh*
ppps: siapa yang addicted pada game Need for Speed? angkat tangan jugak! *angkat lagi dengan lebih excited* erkk? *sigh again*

till then peeps; chiaowz~! da daa~~ (^^,)v


[EDIT]:

tekatekateka mana satu mine mana satu along's? ^^ huhuhu

skang ni along cuti seminggu. patutnya lagi lama sbb cuti semester tp asal ntah dia jd "org pnting" sjak msuk u ni so dpt cuti seminggu je. kesimpulannya? ak tamao libatkan diri dalam biro protokol kat u nnt. kekekeke. busy je mmanjang. hhuhu.

then... kitorang men NfS sesame (tp kat lappy memasing aa huhuhu). dr petang sampai pagi, tarak tdo ooo huhuhu. (ps: tp semayang xtinggal ya?) on9 lagi.. borak2 lagi... ahah, mmg best aa mu long. i luv you much! ngee malu plak ckp mnde alah ni. huhuhu.

oleh kerana tajuk post ni pun tidur, saja nak cakap kitorang tak tdo n sebab ada menatang haram dua ekor ni. huhuhu. tapi inilah kesayangan kami. tp memory danak abes... kena bli external harddisk ni. huuu burn lglah duit i (T^T)... (along lagi dasat, external harddisk dia pon danak penuh) huuu. kami da sah mmg adik bearadik yang ada pertalian darah. (erkk?? dah namanya pn adk-badik, mmgla da prtalian darahkan? huhuhu whateverlah^^)

Friday, April 24, 2009

GUESSwhat?

i'm just bored. heheheh.

ya ya ya.
marahlah saya.

pukullah saya.

tendanglah saya.

tapi saya tetap tengah kebuhsanan ni.
bantuinlah saya. huuuuu (T^T)

huhuhu LOLS yeah this post tak ada apa-apa motif pun. hehehe. tak puas hati? mehlah call saya supaya saya benda nak dibuat. hehehehe XDD

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

:D

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need i say more? hehehe^^ <33 tapikan,, pendidkan jasmani tu... yang tak tahan tu. XDD kekeke. cam klaka je... me? teaching PE? LOLS~! ;DD

Saturday, April 18, 2009

KAMU.

hey kamu.
ya, kamu. kamu yang dah buatkan saya terlepas interview tesl saya.
nak minta maaf?
sorry.
masih ada parut di hati.
tapi takpe, buy me this:
and i'll forgive you.
what's with the face huh?
what?
what's the 'thingy'?
it's not a thingy. just not an ordinary thingy, okay?
it's a Dell XPS M1530.
not that expensive as you bought for *ehem* *ehem*.
so yeah, then let's see what'll happen.
hehehe.
ps: it's just one of the things in my wishlist... but can be made as a blackmail, huh?
kekeke :DD

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

my APOLOGIES.

sorry for the last insolent post.
i guess bad emotion drives us to do bad things.

i'm soooooo sorry.
*bows very low politely*

saya... kalau saya da buat apa-apa kesilapan maafkanlah saya ya.
and tegur for sure.
huhuhu.

please.
jangan biarkan mariam jadi macam tu lagi. (-_-")v
thousands of thanks in advance^^

Saturday, April 11, 2009

HEH.

WELL I'M SORRY I DIDN'T MEET UP TO YOUR EXPECTATIONS.

I'M SORRY I FAIL IN EVERYTHING I DO.
I'M SORRY I ANNOY YOU THAT MUCH.
I'M SORRY I'M NOT AS SPOILED AS YOU ARE.
I'M SORRY I'M STUPID.
I'M SORRY I'M ANNOYING.
I'M SORRY I'M HATEABLE.
I'M SORRY I'M NOT AS LOVABLE AS YOU ARE.
I'M SORRY I'M A BITCH.
I'M SORRY I'M A BADASS.
I'M SORRY I'M NOT AS LUCKY AS YOU ARE.
I'M SORRY FOR EVERYTHING I DID, AND DIDN'T DO FOR YOU.

I'M SORRY YOU HAVE TO BEAR WITH THIS ANNOYING BADASS BITCH.

and you know what, no more mr nice guy. i've had enough of all these shits i feel like bursting. thank you so much for everything, i know this won't affect you even the slightest bit. but yeah. enough is enough. i'm not the mariam you think i am anymore.

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

macamMACAM.

oh firstly saya nak cakap something pada dyll:

--}saya cayang awak jugaaklah dyll. huhuhu.
--}saya ni pemalulaa. cam tak layak je nak amek mende alah tu. :")


and hmm. HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY TO ARINA DEAR^^ sweet... 19? huhuhu
anda sudah tua ya ;p saya baru 17 lagi. hehehe surisuri sebab lambat -_-" ini pun dapat tau dari... ah. selamat hari jadi selamat hari jadi. huhuhu.

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tag daripada senpai ;D

Instruction- Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following question:

1. What is your name?
mariam. ke nak siti? alah. s macam tak best je nak buat. amik mariamlah ea. huhuuhu. dah senyap. jangan nak bising-bising. suka hati sayalah nak pilih yang mana satu pun. nama saya. suka hati sayalah. hehehe. [oh baru soalan pertama dah panjang siapaleh (bahasa banjar mak saya ajar. maksud siapaleh = melampau-lampau. huhuhu)]

2. A four-letter word?
mama :D

3. Boy's name?
muhamad. our beloved Prophet's name. and slightly nama ayah saya jugak. hehehe.

4. Girl's name?
mariam. mariammariammariammariam. nak lagi? hehehehe ;p

5. Occupations?
manager. mariam the manager. ehehehe.

6. A colour?
mar... oon. kekeke.

7. Something you'll wear?
m... shall i just go back to the first question and change the answer to siti? hehe kidding. men's polo tee. seyes penah pakai. ***** punya... hehehe. ok apa?? lawa! class lagi tu^^

8. Something found in school?
memo board. moto sekolah. meja. mobile cikgu-cikgu dan para pekerja sekalian. hehehe. amacam? ada power?

9. Food?
macaroni! oh wee i'm drooling right now :P

10. Something found in the bathroom?
m... aishh. now i'm really regretting pilih m. DD: milk bath foam? agagagaga da tade idea hehehe.

11. A place?
melaka negeri bersejarah, tempat tumpah darah kita. dijunjung dengan sepenuh jiwa, untuk maju dan jaya... lirik yang seterusnya saya dah... tak berapa ingat. huhuhu sorry~ lama da tak nyanyi :P

12. A reason being late?
mak tak kejut. hehehe apa punya anaklah saya ni salahkan mak. huhuhu. -_-"

13. Something you'd shout?
mak~!! *terkejut* hehehe

14. A movie title?
missed call. cite hantu... hehehe. tapi tak takut pun. sebab tak faham jalan cite dia. agagagagaga.

15. A musical group?
musical? tak kenallah mana-mana musical group... my chemical romance pun jadilah ea...? *pleads*

16. A street name?
melaka raya street aka jalan melaka raya. huhuhu.

17. A type of car?
myvi. comel dan kechikk. :)

18. A title of song?
my person - hwanhee. you're listening to it right now. hehehe.

19. Next to be tagged?
mana-mana insan yang nak bulehlah buat. tengok, still start daripada m jugak ;p hehe. tapi nak tag dyll and dayana jugak. BUAT. jangan lawan cakap cikgu ya. *cekak pinggang*

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hmm da siap pun. kufikirkan senang. tapi kusudah salah jangka. lama jugak nak buat ea? huhuhu. ke... saya je yang tak berapa nak pandai? huhuhu.

oh lapar. saya pergi sarapan dulu ya? dadaaa~~ huhuuhhu^^

current mood: happy
current music: my person - hwanhee :D

Friday, April 3, 2009

mimPI.

orang kata mimpi yang baik usah disebut.
biarlah jadi mimpi milikan kita sahaja.
yang akan terus akan jadi milik kita selamanya.

tapi Allah Maha Mengetahui.
Dia tahu apa yang sedang kita fikirkan.

so i was wondering.
was this dream meant to heal my wound?
to cheer me up a little bit?
to make me smile again?
to mould me into the former mariam i was before again?

i was so happy.
thank you Allah.
You're right.
You always are.
life must keep going on.
though i will always keep the memories sealed in my heart.

i was so happy i think i would cry.
even with only a dream;
i'm happy enough.
i'm content enough.
i'm thankful enough.

it'll never become a reality, but i do somehow think that keeping it as only a dream is the best decision. always. forever a dream. i'm happy; nobody's hurt; and everybody can keep going on with their lives as usual.

again, thank you Allah.
ps: i think i express myself better in english. is that bad? lols :D


current mood: thankful
current music: too much - crown j & seo inyoung