Tuesday, March 31, 2009

movingON.

hidup kena diteruskan.
tapi kenangan tak mungkin dapat dilupakan.

dearest you,
please do know that i love you very much.

Sunday, March 29, 2009

.

i couldn't write anymore, i'm so sorry.
but please give me some more time,
because i just need some time to heal.

just go here if you want to.
thanks.

[EDIT]:
hmm post locked. sorry.
and thanks for willing to even read this :)

Friday, March 27, 2009

M.Y.

Micky Yoochun.
Micky Yoochun.
Micky Yoochun.


Micky Yoochun.
Micky Yoochun!!!!!!

love is not the only word for you^^
oh why so amazing?
so adorable?

<33

omo, sorry jongwoon-- i just can't help this one (T_T) *sobs*

current mood: dreamy
current music: too much - crown j & seo inyoung


Tuesday, March 24, 2009

You.

i wish i could always be with you, dear.


my heart flutters everytime i see you,


everytime i see you smile,
everytime you talk to me,
everytime you are near me,


and everytime when i even think about you.
i know it will never happen.
but that's okay with me :)

all the memories are not enough for me (^^,)

hahaha okay okay tadi tu exaggerating je^^
i'm just missing somebody, that's all.
tp takdelah sampai tahap melampau-lampau macam tu hehehehe xDD

current mood: okay
current music: kabeoryeo neo - fly to the sky


Friday, March 13, 2009

okay,iDIED.

saya. dah. takde. dekat. sini. lagi. dah.

oh, pasal benda tu, kita... lupakan dulu boleh? otak masih berserabut, terkilan pun still ada lagi. haish...

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeish.

betul, serius cakap, i died. at this very moment. araemdaoon. amazing. ne saram. ahh chincha. aaaaaaaaaaaa. i'm flailing. oh dear. omg. nak cakap susah, tapi kalau tak cakap lagilah rasa macam nak mati DDx

okay, here goes. *drumrolls*

누구세요?? *wink* *wink*

ne sarang~~! =) 슈퍼주니어's Sorry, Sorry MV was is soooooo really really extremely, extraordinarily, supremely... amazing. and i think it will forever be like that. ngeee seriously. ah tak tahu macamana nak express this feeling. or feelings? ah, memanglah. tak tau nak cakap macamana^^

종운-아, araemdaoonsinaeyo... 영운-아, 사랑함니다~~!

really you guys, 발리가지외. now.

current mood: hyper
current music: sorry, sorry MV - my ♥

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

13eyondYourImaginations.

oh i'm dying of mixed feelings right now~~!

esok-- urghh. entahlah. bila fikir pasal benda tu, rasa macam tak boleh nak buat apa-apalah pulak. ahhh ummi pulak jahat hmm hmm kejam? bukan.. entahlah, apa-apa jelah sampai dah mintak angka giliran, esok masa dia ambil result student sekolah dia ia nak tanya 'madam'. waaaaaaaaaaaaa that only adds the tension in me up! huaaa.... (T0T)

to forget that for a while, omo-- Sorry, Sorry is just awesome! now that really worth the wait^^ as expected of my boys men. 13eyond Your Imaginations :) sekarang ni dah betul-betul addicted dekat tagline tu dah. huhuhu. they've matured so much since their debut, how awesome is that?? ♥♥♥

and yeah i ordered the album!!! and fly to the sky's too, and some merchs... oh i soo can't wait for those ♥s to arrive in my hands^^

now. back pasal benda tu. ehem ehem, sekarang ni nak buat apa-apa lagi pun dah macam tak berapa nak sempat dah, kan... benda dah lepas, so let's just tawakal and pray for my our futures, friends... aminn...

current mood: indescribable
current music: sorry, sorry - super junior♥

Friday, March 6, 2009

panikpanikPANIK!

ngee~~

10hb ada pra-test kereta... adakah? saya... no comment. hahaha jadi macam dyll lah pulak xDD trauma hari tu yang masih lagi melekat dalam ingatan sekarang ni... erkk tiba-tiba sekarang ni rasa macam nak paniklah pulak. huhuhu.

12hb...... again, no comment. ngeeee kenapalah dunia ni macam dahsyat sangat ehk? sebab dah akhir zaman kot (ke??)...

hmm result dah dekat nak keluar, aku tak ready lagi nih, assignment satu apa lagi tak buat *hint pada along* huhuhu. arrrgggghhhh panik + tension rasanya!!!!! nasib baiklah macam tak ramai ada orang yang sudi nak baca blog ni. heheh.

dahlah~~ kita nak pergi kosongkan fikiranlah kejap. chiaowz! (^^,)/

ps: doakan all the best for me, okay? thanks! aminn... (-_-) huhuhu

current mood: nervous
current music: wrong number - tvxq

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

grR.

pernah rasa tak macam kena tikam dari belakang?

yang bila semua orang kata "i do care about you." when their faces are actually saying the truth, which, by the way, is

"as if i really cared about that."

it hurts the more when the person had already given you faith hope. no, i don't need hope, i need faith. i already lose hope a long time ago.

so please, don't smile at me when you actually didn't mean it.
don't pat my shoulder when you actually never want to do it.
don't give me a hug when you're actually just faking it.
don't cheer me up when you actually hated to do that.
and don't even pretend to like me when you're actually just trying to look nice.

i hate those kind of things.
it never helps, it'll only make things worser.

so please stop. just stop RIGHT NOW.
thank goodness there's a good chance we'll never meet again.

current mood: annoyed
current song: michyeosseo - son dambi

Monday, March 2, 2009

heyKAMU.

hey kamu.

i think i missed you terribly. but do you even, for once, think about me?

current mood: indescribable
current music: u r man - ss501