Friday, July 3, 2009

h2P1.

it all happened so fast.
one day i was there hoping that i wasn't;
and the next day i'm here hoping that i'm there.

life is unpredictable.
first i hated being there, starting with zero but then little by little i started enjoying my life; my very minutes and seconds there.
i forgotten about the plan i made; i took everything, you can almost say, by granted.

then the time came.
just when we are getting closer, when we're bonding with each other, decision-day stood right in front of my face, urging me to choose the best out of two choises.

my heart and brain argued.
and my eyes became the victim.

alas, the mighty brain won the war.
so things started to get harder by time.

i kept getting this cold treatment. till one day we spilled everything out.
i've never been in this kind of situation before.
i've just meet them, and now i'm leaving them... but the pain feels as if i've known them forever.

what am i supposed to say?
mianhaeyo?
mianhaeyo?
mianhaeyo?
for befriending them only to leave them later on?

i didn't want things to happen this way either.
i'm gonna miss them all so much...!

can all of you not forget me please?

2 Spoken:

arina said...

girl, neither i know nor i have any idea about the things that are happening to you right there.
but i know one thing.
leaving somebody or being left by somebody is somehow the thing that hurts me the most.

i hope you're just doing fine.
*smiles*

Kyu Jyushirou said...

ah, youre leaving for uni right? err, if im not mistaken (absent minded here) :D

there there, dont be sad. friends wont forget each other :) let the memories with them become your sweet remedy in your life after this, kay?

good luck utk uni pulak!