mimPI.

orang kata mimpi yang baik usah disebut.
biarlah jadi mimpi milikan kita sahaja.
yang akan terus akan jadi milik kita selamanya.

tapi Allah Maha Mengetahui.
Dia tahu apa yang sedang kita fikirkan.

so i was wondering.

was this dream meant to heal my wound?

to cheer me up a little bit?

to make me smile again?

to mould me into the former mariam i was before again?

i was so happy.
thank you Allah.
You're right.
You always are.
life must keep going on.
though i will always keep the memories sealed in my heart.

i was so happy i think i would cry.
even with only a dream;
i'm happy enough.

i'm content enough.

i'm thankful enough.

it'll never become a reality, but i do somehow think that keeping it as only a dream is the best decision. always. forever a dream. i'm happy; nobody's hurt; and everybody can keep going on with their lives as usual.

again, thank you Allah.
ps: i think i express myself better in english. is that bad? lols :D


current mood: thankful
current music: too much - crown j & seo inyoung