grR.

pernah rasa tak macam kena tikam dari belakang?

yang bila semua orang kata "i do care about you." when their faces are actually saying the truth, which, by the way, is

"as if i really cared about that."

it hurts the more when the person had already given you faith hope. no, i don't need hope, i need faith. i already lose hope a long time ago.

so please, don't smile at me when you actually didn't mean it.
don't pat my shoulder when you actually never want to do it.
don't give me a hug when you're actually just faking it.
don't cheer me up when you actually hated to do that.
and don't even pretend to like me when you're actually just trying to look nice.

i hate those kind of things.
it never helps, it'll only make things worser.

so please stop. just stop RIGHT NOW.
thank goodness there's a good chance we'll never meet again.

current mood: annoyed
current song: michyeosseo - son dambi