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untukZ. Tuesday, December 8, 2009 |

oh i guess i really am a coward.


just so you know, hp is not my primary way of communicating.
well, it never was.
ta rmi sape y na contact ak thru hp neways. haha.

and then ada satu hari ni.

kwn ak dr M contact ak mntk smthg y btl2 buat ak rasa trsggung.
dia jenis kwn y mcm.. mcm.. ha mcm jennifer dlm jennifer's body.
[err.. bkn ak na tgk ea. ak TERtgk. kwn ajak. ngee.]
and then ak xdpt nak pnhkn hjat dia.
dia cam marah2 plak.

ak sabaa jela.
pastu cam xpuas atikan.
ak tulis kat blog r.
blog ak... sukatila na wat apekan. lgpn ak ta reti sgt na luah kat org len sgt.
ngeee.

and then, kalu xsilap.
mse bru je abes wat blog 2.
or tgh? xhengatla sowie >.<

kwn y ak sgt syg, Z.
y ak syg gler2 ayam (maaf, xsggp na ckp syg *tuuut* tuk kwn) cam syikeen zura cheena dayana dyll n uhm ada lg r bbrp org.

diakan, ak syg gler dy2.
syg gler nak mati.
n ak na tgaskn.
kita manade jrg contact!
kita ada; through fb syg. <--for me that one counts dear

dia pn mntak a small favour dr ak.
tp ak xdpt gak na tulun.
seyes ak nyesal ta dpt tulun dy.
sbb slame ni dia da byk wat ak happy.

masa kuar hanging out.
masa kat skola even tuk span waktu y ta sampai 5bulan.
tp kitorang still jd kawan.

sumpah ak ta hengat psl post emo ak mse 2.
and then dia terbace post tu.
dia ingat tu dia.
and tu BUKAN!

len kali tanak r emo2 lg.
affect kkwn ak jugak rupanya.

and then dala ak ni pengecut.
nmpk dia on9: tp ta brani na tegur - sbb ak da lukakan prsaan dy.
na call: lgla ak ta brani. ak lmh bab2 ni weyy. bole nanges je dbwatnye kang.

kesimpulannya:
aku minta maaf bbyk thp infiniti Z. tu bukan ko bukan ko bukan ko. sungguh tu bukan ko. ko jd mgsa post emo ak y kbtulan jd just before ko contact ak. aku sayang ko giler nak mati Z.

maafkan aku ea? maaf aku da lukekan prasaan ko. maaf aku ta brani na jelaskan kat kt depan2 fasal menda ni. maaf sbb aku ni pengecut. maaf sbb ak ni bodoh. maaf sbb ak terlalu ikutkan perasaan. maaf sbb ak ta reti jage ati ko.

SUMPAH AKU SAYANG KAU Z. (T^T)
n ak harap ko maafkan ak...

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sedarTAK? Monday, December 7, 2009 |



dearest ♥,

do you feel how fast time flies by like i do?
it seems like it was just yesterday i've been sitting on that particular chair;
squashing my brain out for SPM DDX which, i didn't do very well in.

and that was last year.
and it's already the last month of '09!

ps: i miss all the tanggas staircases in sharodz :))
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toTHEM:) Friday, December 4, 2009 |

hai hai haiiish.

err... sblom tu. sblom apa2.

[mood: ntahapahapa.
listening to: thinking of you - katy perry]

diorang tade pn nak mesejke tanye kabake or apeke.
tapi y ak tawu... diorang ada, n akan mesej bila dowg nak sumthing dari aku.
nak mntak tulun dr aku?
sunthing like that?

aishh.
bukan na buruk sangka or apa.
tpkan..
hmm tulah.
da lame xcontact.
asyk ak je y kne cntct dowg [aishh cam da msk mode jiwang da ni. ngee~]
then ttbekan.
dowg cntact.
tuk apa xyh gtaw r.
tp y pastinya ak xkn benefit byk dr mnde 2.

ak cam slalu with the wrong person.
org y xbape kisahkan ak sgt sbnrnya.
tp these persons,

they were truly there when i was up in cloud 9
or even,
down in the dumps.

thnx bbyk guys.
can't thank you enough, i just can say that i love y'all so much C:

ak rindu sama [dayana].
gler2 weyy. haishh.
mana ko mghilang, dayana?
nape xcntact aku?
ak rindu sama ko ssgt, eissh rase cam na nanges igtkn ko pn ada gak.
tape2, japgi ak kol ko.
mane taw ko bzke apekan.
ak tanak buruk sangke tanak tanak.
hehe trover r plak emonyer :p

[dyll],
IMYSM taw.
like hell.
aishh asal blurr lak vision ak nih?
ngeee.
seyes cam da msk mode jiwang agaga.
kuar bble t nak? >.<
huhu.
thnx 4 listenin -- rasia2 ms kicik2 dlu?
ahahaha thnx weyy thnx.
seyes i mean it.

[yanathirah]:
babe ak rndu mse kite same2 mghantui mghuni H8 dlu :D
evn ak just parasit... er, mybe xdlah parasit sgtkn, just hmm.
pnumpang r lg seswai kot? agaga.
seyes ak sgt enjoy mse 2.
ngan echawan lg..
betulke apa y org kate 2?
y ble kte mkn besa, mkin kurang real kwn?
tpkan.. hmm. 2 mcm tuk org y dlm bisnes je.
pape jela. haha na ilangkan malu ngeheheheh.

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called dayana td.
lama gler ta ckp ngn dy.
hehehehe.
mood da upppp sket ngehehhe.
thnx dear, really appreciate it<33

ps: eh eh saia bru prasa kalu korg klik single entrykan, pmndgn dy len sket dr y ni.. lawa weh haha. esp kalu y ada kumen pny entry cam y INI. try r klik try r saje2 jap.. hehehe bole plak men promote2 camni ehk :DD agaga
pps: gamba ini sungguhla klaka XD nostalgic gle ahahaha. thnx amal 4 uploading it^^
ppps: rindu nak ulang memori kat tmpat ini :)) oh btw that's me y mghdp knn kat tgh, y cipuuut je pale dy tkeluar 2. even korang xnampak still na ckp gak ngegege saje je na mggedik XDD

till then peeps ;))
daa~

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